"It was sort of fun?" Steven admitted. The blush wasn't totally gone but he was able to look up at Watts again. "I mean also terrifying, won't lie about that. And not that I enjoyed people being in danger. But being able to do something about it? Hold my own against people and things that were scary? I liked that. It's part of why I don't mind doing it. There's good bits. An absolute wanker at the center of it, but good bits."